I think I've used this title before, but o well... I guess I'm feeling that way again.
I am angry. I am hating love. I am completely upset & disgusted w/ love. It's not beautiful. It's not anything that resembles positive thoughts. It's horrible. & when I feel this way, is when I truly believe & feel comfy w/ the fact that I will be single for the rest of my life.
Sorry to be negative... not really, but I don't believe that there is this 1 right person for you, or as so many like to call "the one." Doesn't exist in my world. I believe that there is 1, maybe 2, in your lifetime that you wil deem as a person that you will sacrifice for; sacrifice everything that you believe in, but is this person always right for you... hardly. is this the one that you will spend most of your life trying to find... of course.
I had a lot to say... most of it probably not good. But, love... what does it really mean??? Not a got-damn thing. & I'm starting to believe that my life's purpose is not to find, but just give it when I can... so, F falling in love w/ a big ass capital letter!
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Is it just me???
Wow, it's been a while... hadn't had much to say & not sure I do now!
Current events have taken hold of my attention & further solidified my completely unorthodox way of thinking... some call it warped.
So, gay marriage is now legal in Iowa, Massachusetts, and Vermont... 3 states that seem so conservative & all-American that it's completely hilarious that they got it right & ultra-liberal Cali, couldn't step up to the plate. & I'm led to believe that I just don't know where I belong. I've lost connection w/ the church again, & it seems like I find new reasons to stay away each day... that sounds really bad, huh?? But, seriously, I have a major problem w/ the church's opposition to gay people, & here are my primary reasons:
1. Gay people are PEOPLE, so they should be treated as such.
2. Black people (the most notorious homo-phobes) have forgotten what it's like to be hated for superficial reasons; I believe that hating/disowning someone for what they've chosen to do w/ their life is just as superficial, ignorant, and immature as hating/disowning someone for the color of their skin.
3. Would someone please be progressive?? The church has held on to century old traditions that, to are a large extent, are completely out of touch w/ today's world... yea, yea, yea... Christians are not of the world. BUT, how can you relate or convert the world if you won't get off of your pearly-white horse to get to know them & understand why they're in the position that they're in, or made the decisions that they've made... isn't that what sinners are; bad decision makers (whole other subject!)
4. Christians, the ones that @ least try to be open, accept prostitutes, liars, adulterers, thieves, murderers, etc... why not gay people?? Why associate the person w/ the sin that they've chosen to commit?? Aren't we all sinners, & haven't we all been in church on Sunday after having raised hell on some day/days throughout the rest of the week, @ some point in our lives??
5. How can you pass judgement on someone that you don't know?? You don't know what brought that person to that decision; maybe they were molested, abused, outcast, etc. Maybe they have a hormonal imbalance or a brain defect; there is some research that proves such instances (the same is also true for some serial killers). & if they've chosen it b/c it's popular... we've all gone astray...
Huh, I could go on & on... but, I won't!
Btw, were all my reasons the same?? Maybe... maybe it just shows that there aren't enough reasons to hate/condemn someone.
Current events have taken hold of my attention & further solidified my completely unorthodox way of thinking... some call it warped.
So, gay marriage is now legal in Iowa, Massachusetts, and Vermont... 3 states that seem so conservative & all-American that it's completely hilarious that they got it right & ultra-liberal Cali, couldn't step up to the plate. & I'm led to believe that I just don't know where I belong. I've lost connection w/ the church again, & it seems like I find new reasons to stay away each day... that sounds really bad, huh?? But, seriously, I have a major problem w/ the church's opposition to gay people, & here are my primary reasons:
1. Gay people are PEOPLE, so they should be treated as such.
2. Black people (the most notorious homo-phobes) have forgotten what it's like to be hated for superficial reasons; I believe that hating/disowning someone for what they've chosen to do w/ their life is just as superficial, ignorant, and immature as hating/disowning someone for the color of their skin.
3. Would someone please be progressive?? The church has held on to century old traditions that, to are a large extent, are completely out of touch w/ today's world... yea, yea, yea... Christians are not of the world. BUT, how can you relate or convert the world if you won't get off of your pearly-white horse to get to know them & understand why they're in the position that they're in, or made the decisions that they've made... isn't that what sinners are; bad decision makers (whole other subject!)
4. Christians, the ones that @ least try to be open, accept prostitutes, liars, adulterers, thieves, murderers, etc... why not gay people?? Why associate the person w/ the sin that they've chosen to commit?? Aren't we all sinners, & haven't we all been in church on Sunday after having raised hell on some day/days throughout the rest of the week, @ some point in our lives??
5. How can you pass judgement on someone that you don't know?? You don't know what brought that person to that decision; maybe they were molested, abused, outcast, etc. Maybe they have a hormonal imbalance or a brain defect; there is some research that proves such instances (the same is also true for some serial killers). & if they've chosen it b/c it's popular... we've all gone astray...
Huh, I could go on & on... but, I won't!
Btw, were all my reasons the same?? Maybe... maybe it just shows that there aren't enough reasons to hate/condemn someone.
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