Kooties

I officially have kooties; the weather has been absolutely dreadful this week. & I now officially hate cold weather... that's why I moved to Houston in the 1st place, damnit!

Optimism???

Is an extremely funny thing. I guess I should try it sometimes, but I can't help but find the irony in it... like how people use it to actually cover up their insecurities about a situation instead of just admitting that they fucked up & that they're just taking the necessary steps to get themselves out of the b/s... & then, people also use it as a defense mechanism in order to defer people from questioning them about a bad decision, or a decision that clearly makes no damn sense... you'll ask them, "so, what's the plan?" & they'll respond w/ "well, this is what's happening, but I'm believing that good will come from this."

But, then again, someone could say the same things about skepticism or cynicism. However, I'd rather walk in my cynistic (I made this word up!), morbid ways & look @ shit for what it really is... b/c sometimes fuck ups are exactly that... nothing more, nothing less.

I guess we all have to decide which is most comfortable for us... but, who really wants flowers covered in shit??? I'm so silly :)