NY would be new year's resolution, & I refuse to come up w/ one. I must admit that I have a lot of goals & things planned for 2010, but only b/c I've learned so much in 2009 that I will apply in 2010. 2009 was one of the worst years of my life, & I didn't endure half the crap that most people did. But, it was just a year in which the unexpected was always waiting @ my front door & taking up space in my bed... & as I look back, I could almost shed a tear... I'm actually going to miss 2009... just a little. Why am I going to miss 2009, you ask? Well, b/c the journey has been absolutely beautiful. I am so grateful for 2009. I have learned so much about myself & others, & b/c of that, I will never be able to replace 2009... I almost wish I had more photos to remember 2009... & b/c of 2009, I will forever react differently, more positively, to difficult/crisis-type situations. 2009 gave me serenity, & that's something that you definitely need in this life.
So, I won't disrespect my special relationship w/ 2009 by looking too far ahead into 2010... however, I can't wait to experience 2010 w/ the things that I obtained in 2009.
So, I won't disrespect my special relationship w/ 2009 by looking too far ahead into 2010... however, I can't wait to experience 2010 w/ the things that I obtained in 2009.
