Friday, September 4, 2009

The Unknown...


I am a worry wort... I worry about things I'm not even sure of, so much so, that I believe I've completely lost my connection w/ my "gut feeling." The unknown scares me so badly that I create stories in an attempt to make that which is unknown, known... it's horrible, & I'm sick & tired of it! It's exhausting, & most of the time (probably 98.9%) pointless. I'm afraid that I'm going to give myself a damn ulcer if I don't stop. Btw, I am trying to stop. I guess the 1st step in curing the problem is recognizing the problem, & I have done that. The 2nd step is becoming so fed up w/ the problem that you're completely motivated to solve the problem, so I guess that's where I am right now!!!

Pray for me y'all!!! I know I can change!!!

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