She is me...

So, somewhere along the way this year, I lost connection with the girl in my head again, or we just fell out... I didn't really get the memo. 6 months into the year, I realize that I haven't accomplished anything on my "to-do" list, & for no other reason than pure laziness. & that's mostly because I've truly realized how hard it is to change... How hard it is sometimes to just get up & do something. & for this reason, I'm the worst procrastinator that I know. But, there's a bright spot... I start ballet this Wednesday, so let's pray that this opens the door for me & this girl becoming the best of friends... She should be my best friend... After all, she is me!