So, I don't sleep; hardly ever, & there's really no reasonable explanation other than maybe my piss-poor diet. & for the life of me, I wish I could eat better, but the fact is, I hate eating; not in a bulimic way, but in a "food just isn't enjoyable for me" way. Like, I truly wish we lived like the Jetsons where we just ate pills for bl&d... it would kill all the rigmarole that I dread.
& I feel like absolute death today; like someone took an ultraviolet light & shined it in my eyes for like days, sucking all the moisture & life out of them.
& the sad part... I'm too tired to even appreciate sleep right now; like I'm too tired to even want to go to sleep.
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